| | I feel a lot like crying lately. I shouldn't. Maybe my biorhythms are off?  At any rate... our wedding plans hit a big ol' wall this morning. I'm really not sure what to do now. We have a backup plan, but I was really hoping that the power of positive thinking would land us in the venue we want on the day we want. No such luck. Now, I'm going to have to go try again next Friday to get it and I have a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach that it's gonna be a bust too. And then, I think with the amount of hoops they expect you to jump through just to reserve the place, is it going to be a pain in the ass to work with too? Is it worth it?
 It is lovely though. I'm going dress shopping with Mom on Sunday. Other than that, I got nothing re: wedding. I feel like it's so much work and I'm too overwhelmed to deal with it. What is wrong with me? On another disturbing note, I start my practicum on Monday. I'll be interning at the Columbus Dispatch, Oct. 6 - 23. It's going to be really weird to be away from work that long. I wish I were spending that time off on the beach or something, but this will be cool too, right? I've been feeling really uneasy about my career decisions lately. It doesn't help at all that my practicum advisor at the Dispatch told me in our last meeting that I have little to no chance of finding a job once I've graduated. GREAT. So, I've spent the last two years of my live (and ~$40,000) on some pleasant, but useless life experience?? To make matters worse, I tried to do some job searching last night, just to feel better about prospects and got bupkis. Sorry I only write on here to bitch and moan. I hate telling people stuff like this, I don't like bringing anyone down with me. But if I just sit here and think about it, it starts to drive me crazy. Some happy things to end with... let's see... - Choke is out today, I'm going to go see it tonight. Sam Rockwell + Chuck Palahniuk
 - Won the football pool last week, $235 (-$150 for the buy in) and there are still more games so maybe we'll get lucky again!
- Nick's team hit their number and Q3 is over
- Get to spend some time with just my mom on Sunday and that's probably the best medicine for a bad mood
- It's Friday and after today, I'm outta here for almost 20 days! (even if I am going to be working elsewhere - maybe I just need a change of scenery?)
Much much love, Drea   |
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